Friday, May 15, 2009, 1:35 PM
Today, training was horrible it was so horrible until i was like emoing and decided to injured my hand so that i dun have to go for training but sad to say it was only the impact and not sprain. I was like so dam happy when my hand was in pain and Jing Hui said i was like self-torturing myself and i went "Yape!" After training stayed back for a while as i did not wanted to go home so early and Sharmin hit my Volleyball unitl it went over the fence and now it is stuck down there ! My ball is like so unlucky i just got it today from Mr Lum and now Sharmin hit until it is stuck opposite the fence and we could not get it cause some stupid teacher dun allow us to do so. Tomorrow got training and i dun want go cause i suddenly hate Volleyball like hell is like what it the hell problem with the coaches and seniors man is like after you learn this you must learn that is like can you give me a break ?! I am not some robot that can training 24 hours ! Can you at least spare a thought for me ?! Your just stand there and ask me do this do that i am not a maid or robot so stop commanding me to do what you say cause when i really cannot take it i will really quit Volleyball and dun care of wasting around 7 years of my life training cause i now at that time i would just want some peace and the coaches and seniors to shut their hell mouth up. I am already trying my best not to get pissed but your actions just pushed my limits to the max. I won't know what i will do i may even just go in front of you and shout at you or maybe say some F words i won't know so please stop it. I hope that tomorrow it will be better... ... 
