Sunday, August 16, 2009, 8:58 AM
Have not been posting lately cause i was scolded for failing all my test and i was banned from the computer for one week. But can't bother anymore i just cannot resist it i just want to sit on the chair and stare at this screen for hours. I dun mind. Lately there is a lot of C'Girls problem. Although i act like nothing is happening cause i know if i say it out the whole situation will be different. So i am like trying all my best to fit it. Although it sucks. Life likes this. But in the start of the year it was totally different. I dun feel like i am a entertainment to others that i have to do things i dun like to fit in into situations. I feel dumb but what can i do. I am not having much true friends. Cause when i put too much trust in them in the end the ending is different. I dun even know who to trust larh. Maybe one day i will die out of too much troubles. I may act like nothing is happening but dun push your luck too far. Cause you dun know how i feel in this situation.
